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New Anatomy

by Prevenge

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1.
The cold air creeps in through the cracks in the floor in this home where we are divided amongst ourselves. Walls crack at the foundation and paint begins to peel true life is not so rough but in mind deemed so unfair. Screaming from A to B B to A, then back to me A is wrong but B is right B is wrong but A is right. Sever the ties between us break the chain dig us from this hole seal tight the rut.
2.
To wake from the best moment and see the light spin in random. Open eyed visual hallucinations every second death and rebirth. Trapped in this flesh cage clawing my way through space. Lead weight pressed on lungs body betraying the mind. Constant lapse in judgement spewing baseless tongue. Minuscule sip of water drowning in the flood. Endless carousel of fear inside a home of love. Calming voice from right beside but I can feel my blood. It feels cold oh god, why does it feel so cold? nobody told me it would be this cold. Mouth fills with paste senses dull to touch eyes fall back into the skull limbs shrivel up.
3.
Ingrown 06:30
Cutting through the nail giant needles numb the pain slicing down the toe it's too far ingrown. Pulsing skin and burning flesh pus oozing from the wound black crusting mass engulfs infected and abused. Knife cuts down too deep blood drips down my feet knife cuts down too deep again must repeat.
4.
Mud filled trenches riddled with famine and death clutch tight the locket from home dip the pen in blood and write back. The air smells thick with sulfur gas the horses cry out for sweet release food runs sparse and the wounded howl with fresh clean socks worth their weight in gold. Fireworks shoot across a barren patch of bodies, barbed wire, and broken homes clouds of smoke, a toxic miasma and the sound of saws cutting through the bone. Mommy, when is daddy coming home? I don't know, sweety, we'll have to wait and see. Dear family, I won't be home for Christmas You'll just have to celebrate without me. Mommy, who's that man coming to the door? I don't know, sweety, we'll have to wait and see. Dear family, I'm sorry to say he's gone. Mommy, when is daddy coming home?
5.
Pinning specimens the bug collector takes their wings and legs and heads and spreads them into shape. Styrofoam board of insects putrid stench of decay horned corpses lay glittering shells iridescent exoskeletons. Outnumber the humans who place them for show glass shadowbox of death. Winged creatures of flight trophies for the bug collector live by his bedside taxidermied on the desk. Crawling insects beetles, mantises, stick bugs, cicadas.
6.
Open wide and spread those pearly whites doctor will be in shortly just sit tight biting down on plastic lead vest for protection x-ray to see in the jaw needs further inspection. Those teeth need to come out hold still and don't make a sound. Open wide and spread those pearly whites doctor will be in shortly just sit tight grabbing a chrome needle from the back this might sting a bit so just relax. Numbing mouth cheeks that feel like marshmallow numbing mouth feeling light headed.
7.
Steel extractors coming toward the face lights blinding and bitter awful taste. Pulling at the tooth ripping, tearing, twisting out blood fills up the mouth can't find strength to spit it out spit out the blood.
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New Anatomy 09:08
I lived a life; calm, easy, stress free nothing painful and no mental disease. Blood, needles, paranoia; this came to be trying to cope with this new anatomy. Every day starts off with a chance as I roll these dice and get out of bed. Will I be able to get out of the house and overcome the torment in my head? I had these visions of driving far and wide to get in the car and go where I please. Now I can't manage to calm my fears to even get gas or just see a movie. Every day starts off with a chance as I try to relax my nerves and ease my thoughts. Every day starts off with a roulette 36 spaces red and my money on black. Zero to fifteen, normal as of late fifteen to twenty-five, heart begins to race twenty-five to forty, lightheaded, nervous forty to fifty, true panic setting in fifty to seventy, clammy hands, heat rising seventy to eighty-five, can't stand, can't think eight-five to ninety-five, losing all control hitting the mark, 100, gone. Cradled in these arms of comfort reminded I am not alone family and friends return the sense of who I'm supposed to be. Hold your breathe, inhale down deep exhale slow, feel the breeze hold your breathe, inhale down deep exhale slow, feel the sweet release. Tighten the grip, muscles relax tighten the grip, all the way down your back tighten the grip, muscles relax let go of these thoughts, bring yourself back.

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written and recorded in Stony Brook, NY from September 2016 to June 2017.

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released July 7, 2017

Max Reff- all instruments, lyrics, songwriting, production
artwork- "Basket of Hands" lithograph, 2016.

This album is dedicated to the memories of Daniel Davis and Adam Young, may they rest in peace.

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Prevenge Stony Brook, New York

Max began Prevenge in 2009 in Stony Brook at 13 years old, going through several band members until continuing the project on his own in 2013. The project is meant to be a mix of black metal, post-metal, sludge, doom, pretty much whatever type of music I feel like writing though. ... more

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